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I'yaa Za'ai

HEY!>No need to know the name of my truth. Get to know me by name I'yaa Za'ai. Was sixteen years old and was born in Johor Bahru, but stay in Pahang. Study at a school in Negeri Sembilan in the course of trade. Not easy but not hard.
Already engaged with Didot. Get to know him by that name. I love him very very much.
And I was the eldest of four siblings. It is not easy to be the eldest child. Oh I was so obsessed with something purple.
Okei, that's all. Add me on Facebook and follow me on Twitter. Mentioned me , @iyaazaai Thanks.

Didi Didot

He is the only man I love. He made me happy, make me laugh though sometimes he likes to hurt me. I still love him. Forever. My friend said, hard to find a man like him. I will love him InysaALLAH as possible. Love me as I love you. Accept the inadequacy of myself properly. sincerely.

out of mood .!

29 January 2011 | 12:02 PM | 0 Comments

Assalamualaikum .!

kegembiraan hati dengan DEYA yang selamat kembali berukar sedih .

"transform" menjadi sedih yang paling dalam .!

dia tak tahu ke yang yaya terlampau rindu dia kat sini.?

dia tak tahu ke yang yaya selalu teringat dia sepanjang hari .?

dia tak tahu ke yang cinta yaya kat dia tak pernah kurang walaupun sesaat.?

MUNGKIN dia tak pernah tahu .

MUNGKIN dia tak nak amek tahu .

MUNGKIN dia tak akan pernah tahu.

YE .! yaya SALAH . tapi yaya kan da mintak maaf..

yaya tahu dia tak boleh nak maafkan yaya lagi.

k tak pe. yaya faham dan sentiasa faham .

malam tadi tak dapat nak tidur,

fikiran melayang ingat kat dia .

lepastuh , mulalah nangis .

nape yaya lemah sangat bila ingat dia ?

setiap masa ingat dia , rasa nak sedih sangat ..

atau dia tak nak yaya ganggu dia .?

atau mungkin semalam dia penat ..

mana taknya , sampai bentong, kena tolong ayah dia kat kedai .

sorry ,

ok, takpe , yaya TAKKAN chat ngan dia dah .

dapat bertahan ke.? yaya tengah rindu ngan dia . nak mesej tak boleh . cam ne ?

takpe , sementara sampai la DIA PUAS BEREHAT n HATI YAYA TAK SEDIH LAGI .

yaya takut dia marah yaya lagi .

yaya takut dia tak layan yaya lagi.

sebab t yaya nangis .!

sebab yaya nangis.?

yaya SAYANG dia .!

tapi kalau macam ni, tiap2 hari la jawabnya air mata tumpah ....

yaya nak jumpa dia . yaya nak mintak maaf .

tapi , cam ne lau dia ta nak layan yaya ?

yaya taw dia marah . yaya taw salah yaya .

takpe ..

sekarang ni hati yaya berpecah belah .

nak biarkan dia tenangkan diri dan yaya pun tenangkan hati

ATAU

gi jumpa dia , mintak maaf and terangkan masalah yaya kat dia .?

nak biarkan dia tenangkan diri ?

hmm , sampai bila .? dia cuti seminggu je .

nak gi jumpa dia .?

cam ne lau dia tak de ataw dia ta nak jumpe yaya ?

SUMPAH lau benda berlarutan , yaya BUNUH DIRI . :(